Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Changes

Aidan starts kindergarten a week from today.
I cannot believe it.
But really I cannot believe a lot right now.
I am living withe man I love, with the child I love, with the dog I love, all under the same roof.
I have had a meltdown or two at the changes we are all feeling, Kevin has had one, and Riggs...well he is limping along.
Riggs is trying to figure out why he is in a new bigger house with more steps and more pain for his feeble back legs.
Me too.
The woman who thought I would never find a man, has a man who this week will have babysat twice while I worked. The man who is trying like am so hard to make sure this works. The man who wakes up and tells Aidan to get dressd so they can make a fence for Rigley. It is what I have dreamed, yet I break down with all the changes I never expected or have any experience with right now. Seems silly eh?
But I am growing.
Kevin is growing.
Aidan is growing with the male influence,
and Riggs is growing having someone home with him more then ever.
Changes indeed.

1 comment:

Laraf123 said...

An amazing inspiring tale with a happy ending (beginning). No matter how positive, change is difficult--I'm so glad you are surrounded by love :)