I have been seriously MIA. I apologize.
The end of November my BF and I broke up, and I was in too much pain to write about it. The joy of Aidan helped me through, but was not enough to motivate me to write. It hurt.
We are back together, and navigating a new life with Aidan and I together with him.(no babysitter) I love this man, and understand his initial hesitation. I am now braver being myself, and fighting for truth with him, something I never have done before with any other man.
Aidan turns 5 on the 20th of this month. Wow.
I hope you have not forgotten about me by now.
3 comments:
I'm sorry about the break up. I hope things work out. Hugs to you.
Glad your back bloggin' Betsy! Talk to you on the "other side" : )
If you do read this comment, do spare some time to help me. I seem to be in your boyfriend's position. I am in love with a woman who, like you, decided to have a child on her own. He is still very young (almost 4 now). I love her and her son very much. However you should understand that I do not have any children of my own. I am nearing 40 and she is 39. Many things go through my mind about my desire for kids of my own. I feel she is the perfect woman for me yet sometimes thinking (and I know this sounds HORRIBLE) that my life is meaningless without a child of my own, that I am wasting myself on the fruits of another man's loins ,that this may cause resentment in the future and I'd rather spare her and her son the pain today if I could. So many things going through my head right now as I type this. I know I sound like a horrible HORRIBLE person but it's the truth. If you have any advice, or something to say, do reply.
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